I hate saying no. Because I care too much I don't want them to feel hurt. But if I don't reject them, I will end up being the one in pain.
Is this all part of growing up? God, give me the strength to close my eyes.
I am not growing fast enough.
I am still so weak.
I need to stand up strong. Faster, before the real world consumes me up.
I am still that fucking soft strawberry.
Breaking out
10:59 : Wednesday, 23 May 2012
It's just a feeling Just a feeling just a feeling that I have
1 more minute.
Overcoming myself; let's go!
22:57 : Wednesday, 16 May 2012
Anorexia/ bulimia:
Happens when you cannot handle things that happen in your life,
When stuff spins out of the control your little hands can manage.
You take over the only thing you can change: Your weight
Or your eating habits.
That gives you some reassurance that you are still in control.
You are still able to hang on.
So to this little girl: You are on your way to anorexia, or bulimia. Even if you belive that you are not.
Stop, 'cus what you are facing is nothing. It's not worth it.
Don't wanna hide anymore
21:52 : Wednesday, 9 May 2012
It's getting worse, and I'm retreating into my little hole.
Every single day.
Got to force myself out again,
Even if the sun stings my eyes,
And the air give me runs.
I can do this.
SAD please leave me alone.
Please.
calling home
04:07 : Friday, 4 May 2012
Oh yeah Maroon 5! Better w/o rap :)
I could never be mean. I've tried my best.
PAN PEI HUA
070792
XMEN WANNABE
thank you for listening.
drop me a smile and a cookie in my letterbox?
